PAIN IN DISGUISE

in poetry •  7 years ago  (edited)

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She hides her pain with a smile,
One that is fake but shows great happiness.
She silently fades away into her own darkness,
Then she feels a great loneliness,
She is depressed because of a mighty anxiousness.
A worry springs into her mind,
She hears the same voice calling her name,
She avoids him he comes closer whispering louder.
He tells her there are ways to make you happy,
By putting yourself to an external sleep,
A sleep only you can create,
A sleep that ends your pain.
You can end it just end just end your life, he says
But I will be strong she wipers to her self,
Fighting him again but this time he seem stronger.
Then she becomes so anxious,
A great feeling of frustration mixed with confusion,
Then a great desire to end it all,
But she says ‘’no’’ and she says "I will smile again"
Even if it’s fake I will keep smiling,
Yet she still continues to work among us,
How long will she fight?

Thanks for reading through

© by @ozaz
30/04/2018

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