I'm deeply saddened to hear this is quite a raw subject for you at the moment, popsoz. I don't come close to knowing what it's like to lose a loved one or someone within my community to suicide... Just as tragic as the loss of life in these situations is the immense despair, pain and agonizing confusion that's left behind.
Hopefully the world is willing to open up more of a dialogue around mental health in years to come. Depression is horrible. It's just awful. And there's nothing more confronting and fearful than living with dark thoughts that are maddeningly painful, harmful and (at least in my case) completely irrational, yet impossible to ignore.
Thank you for stopping by and reading, I appreciate it.
Oh, also, the artwork is not mine (I wish I were that insanely talented!) a link is provided beneath the image to the artist's website (hope I've attributed correctly enough, I'm new to steemit! In his works, Eric Lacombe, really captures the experience of melancholy, anxiety and sadness in such a beautiful and haunting way.