Numb.

in poetry •  7 years ago  (edited)





I'm alone, I'm alone.

I fear for my life.

No more can i take.

No more of this strife.



He won't let go.

I can't let go.

It's me or him?

Do i even know?



Stop. Stop.

Be quiet.

They hear you.

I fear you.



The feeling. The pain.

Can't do this anymore.

Just want to be numb.

Hanging from the floor.




One of my good friends committed suicide in 2011. He was such a great person. Seemed as if he were the happiest person i knew. If you have any thoughts that you or someone you know is suicidal, please reach out. People ARE here to help. Please resteem this! Not worried about upvote. I love you and most importantly, God loves you!! Great day to all!

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Thank you for sharing, suicide is a cold and harsh place, but for some it is better than what they face here. But all they need is someone to talk to.

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