So essentially lets just F#^k go out there and get f@!ked by men looking at you and saying whooooo LOOK AT THAT SWEET A** ?
Can I be more agreeing on this thought? lol
You know animals (in this case cats) male goes and finds a female then literally jumps on her and eventually does his job even if the female puts up a good fight.
When I was teenager I had more girly hormones and imagined being a girl then all I wanted was for a guy with muscular body to force himself on me, damn :( it was mostly because of ( some allergy shots I was given from childhood) but later on from 18 and older I got back to normal though.
Now I wasn't a girl yet I had those URGES and I could imagine what happens in women's mind being the real female ones :)
All the problems and URGES can be fixed by marriage, why not doing all the things you fantasized with your husband?
Why not wait a few years maybe to find some one that makes you happy and wants you for who you are and not who you think others wants you to be?