Addiction to food

From when I was in my mother’s belly, she was unable to eat poison as I made her throw up.
She lost a lot of weight and became ill because all she could eat was ice cream! ( mum what about veg? )
Since I was popped out of the womb I was injected with vitamin k breast feed for a short while then put on SMA powdered milk shortly after receiving multiple toxic vaccines.
The usual for most babies. (Except mine and other natural mumas of course big up yourself!)
My biggest addiction throughout my life from a young child, has been a hunger for food.
I was known as the “ the hungry belly girl” at family events/parties.
Always eating what ever I could find never fully satisfied.
All the meat you can think of, all the sweets and chocolates you could imagine, all the acid that will have me hyper throughout the whole day.
I wasn’t allowed junk food when father was around but as soon as he left to go to Cyprus, mumzie would say it’s our little secret. Iceland pizzas and sunny d soft drink became the normal.
When dad was in England mumzie would of course cook 2 meals a day consisting of meat and a small handful of frozen cooked veg or pesticide salad.
As I started to go to school and become more independent, I would feed myself every single day, chicken and chips and fizzy drinks.
My main goal in my diary as a young teenage girl was to cut down the chocolate I ate. Which was around 4 5 per day. Maybe more.
And to get married and live in a mansion and have ten kids !!
Today my journey has now taken me to learn more off electric foods and I am now starting my journey to feeding myself with prana.
If my face swells up every time I eat the foods I was raised on were else can my journey take me to?
Death, or enlightenment I choose the light.