HSP

There was this Bulgarian film on a Bulgarian television about the life of a young woman addicted to drugs.
It was the middle of the movie when I suddenly said: "well, it's clear that this young woman is going to die".
The film was pre-determined.
Not because the plot was simple and it was clear how it would end.
But because that's how I felt.
However, the movie turned out to be a happy ending.
Which was very strange to me. So I looked up some information about it on the internet.

And it was there that I learned that this film was actually based on an autobiographical book, that the main character - the young drug addict - is a real person who is really already dead. And she died at the not so old age of 45.

Now you can say the following - all drug addicts are dying. Some even very young. It is normal to think that this particular character died, my feeling is a mixture of knowledge and causation, which can be explained on a very rational level.

But it is not so.

Because this feeling was deeper and it was a knowledge, yes, but deeper knowledge, a certitude.

Years ago, I was given a book.
It was a Christmas present, and maybe that's why I'm thinking of it again just now.
It was in German, and I had initially decided not to read it. You know, psychological terminology, difficult to read, etc.
But the book itself made me read it in a magical way.
And this was a book of insights - from it I learned so many things about myself that otherwise there was no way to know, no way to get an explanation. It was like a blow, like a shock to me.
The book was about HSPs.

Nowadays, I happen to talk to people who are much more sensitive than me (and that's wonderful). Sometimes I even wonder if I'm really like that. Don't I just imagine I'm like that?
However, I still have psychological and physiological abilities and reactions, tolerances, and more often intolerances, which characterize me as such.
Sometimes I feel things like the death of this girl, for example. Sometimes, though, I don't even see the obvious...
And sometimes, it is very difficult to live with these abilities or, more often inabilities...🙃

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	Soul's Detour is a project started by me years ago when I had a blog about historical and not so popular tourist destinations in Eastern Belgium, West Germany and Luxembourg. Nowadays, this blog no longer exists, but I'm still here - passionate about architecture, art and mysteries and eager to share my discoveries and point of view with you.

Personally, I am a sensitive soul with a strong sense of justice.
Traveling and photography are my greatest passions.
Sounds trivial to you?
No, it's not trivial. Because I still love to travel to small and not so famous destinations.🗺️
Of course, the current situation does not allow me to do this, but I still find a way to satisfy my hunger for knowledge, new places, beauty and art.
Sometimes you can find the most amazing things even in the backyard of your house.😊🧐🧭|