Another day.

Smile! When you smile, your brain releases oxytoxins so you’d feel happy... blah blah blah..

Find a new hobby. You just need change.

Go out with friends. Have fun!

It’s fine, don’t think about it.

Pray.

It’s taxing.

She tried.

It’s draining.

She’s trying, nothing works.

She did. And she prayed He would take her life and give it to someone worthy of His gift.
she begged Him, and to erase all evidence of her existence.

She told a friend, she has long since given up on herself. She said she have a lot to live for. She can tell she didn’t want to talk about it. She agreed and smiled. Acted cheery after that. She wanted to go home, she wouldn’t let her. She was having fun and she feels like she’s being an ass about it so she gritted her teeth and went on with the motion. She can feel an anxiety attack coming, she’s agitated, turning into a mean and heavily sarcastic version of herself. She didn’t want to ruin her day, so she kept her mouth shut, smiled and nodded where and when it needed.

At home, she broke down. That’s when she went and prayed. Prayed so hard. Cried her heart out, begging Him to just end it, but she knew He has plans for her. So she prayed for strength to hold on for another day.

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