Back again for another week yall.

Help me cus im confused
And I'm tired of being used
I cant really see a difference
between dicipline and being abused.
It's a plea for assistance
yet they state as a demand
see many dont get the mesage
And never will understand
Beleiving the meaning of trust
Is like a foot step in the sand
It fades, degrades
And becomes just a moment of lust
Wanting to believe in love
But fate's turning your heart to dust
Investing in future friendship
And business will turn to bust

I don't want anymore of these talks
All I want to do is fucking cuss
See selfish and alone
In this life is a benefit and a plus
So better keep your weapons sharp
I'm never gunna let mine rust
see you never know
When the moment will come
When you'll be the one that's just
To deliver torment and judgement
Sometimes, in this life is a must...

See, I wish I knew what I was doing
Or why im locked in these cuffs
As situations blow up
From greed envy and mistrust
Separation and investigating
With a little moment to adjust
To a new world , a new goal
And a new life to disrupt
So make way, cus im heading up
And this world's about to erupt
This system imma corrupt
Just like Like a virus imma pop up
So update your protection?
And you better hope its enough!