For some, it is this hatred for men that turns them into lesbians. Some people's emotions bounce back and forth. They are okay today and down tomorrow. They live with a constant emotional swing, they are happy now and unhappy the next moment.
Many rape victims feel numb. They have self-doubt, nightmare and anxiety. They feel everyone knows what happened and that they are talking about them or treating them differently because of it.
They begin to read the genesis os paranoid behaviour for some. Such tendencies, if it degenerates, could lead to mental illness and related psychological problems.
If you are down and you have vowed never to marry, it means you admitted thet your life has been destroyed but NO, your life is not destroyed yet. Tell yourself that you are not yet destroyed by any male.
It has happened nd there is nothing you can do to undo the event, but there are ways out of the ugly events and the way is to put the ugly event behind you.