Madison’s blessing, and thank you.
In text message:
I think you are at the point of “learning/not learning”… ya know, we mentioned the idea in talking…, the ‘person’, every one of us human beings, being in the “same” situation over and over, different but the same, until the person “learns” what she is meant to learn… well, it’s actually the same lesson for each and every single one of us, different but the same.
Like the caterpillar, which is the same as his butterfly. The lesson is Love. Not our petty shit between people or significant other; Life. That’s what this is, all this “life” we see and smell, and all we sense it as ‘existence;’ Real Love. Not what we all think love is, or more so should be, from our books, and parents, and all the lies, since that beginning; This. That idea we call “real connection” like you and I, like you and Olivia, like you and your son Slater, etc. The unexplainable one that you, and all of us, KNOW. And yes, John too, that is “real connection” as well, except it is the “false” real connection. Because there is “true real connection” there is also the ‘false real connection.’
Like all the ‘situations’ of all of our lives, continuously repeating until we ‘become aware’ and admit to ourselves our error, “the false,” and then we can go on to the so called, “second step,” which looks different for each of us of course (but the same). The “learning what is meant to be learned,” with situations in life, is the same with people in or lives. Those who we find ourselves in relation to.
Relation Could be the random interaction with that ‘weed girl’ at a stop light, who ran up to your car asking to trade her a cigarette for a handful of her self-grown buds, all the way to John, your mom, Slater, Olivia; every object, both person and thing, is NOT what is desired and it is the experience we have, the interaction/relation we have, with stuff… with all of existence stuff.
Each relation is a chance to learn. It starts with the awareness of this. The lesson remember: Love. And that is all of what we call existence. Not the petty shit between people and things. Recall, when I once mentioned the ability which we all have, that you have, to “just skip it” ? And then I said, “well, you can’t, but you could.” Kinda like the “same but different.” As it turns out, what we think has to happen, like you maybe thinking that you know how you’ll “have to” get caught and “rehab,” or, in order to care about John you can’t remove him from your life and into “the streets;”well, it doesn’t “have to happen” and that’s precisely what the “learning” gets us, the reward is peace.
That is Love.
That’s the one lesson we all are in this life-school to learn/gain/reward. That’s the only “real choice” (the infamous, freewill) and the other is “false choice”. To do the “loving thing” for John, is to do the loving thing for Madison. Not the ‘you’ that is inside which seems like no one else can “see,” because she is like stone, or like the sun, and can not be harmed. But Madison tho? She could use your sun’s attention, the warmth and shit, because she is like the rest of earthling life: dependent on the sun for sustainment.
Cover your ass and self educate because,
Everyone knows, Few understand, One realizes.
Read this a couple times if ya want and let’s talk when we see each other again. 🌞
#gratitude #love #truth #reality #selfeducate #decentralizationNOTglobalization
