Don't waste time in this life chasing after a person your currently in lust with. Unless this person shows you outwardly that they may have some feelings for you as well. The old adage is indeed true, actions speak louder than words. Are you listening?
If you are the only one in this "relationship" that is doing the initial texting, messaging, or calling there is a 95% chance this person that you like isn't interested in you at all. Regardless of them saying otherwise. The other 5% is that this person likes knowing your around if they need a back up and chances are you will never get called up to the big leagues anyway. Dont be that person who is the back up. You are worth more than that.
You are a beautiful person and have much to give in a relationship. Give it to that person that truely deserves your love and attention.
Bottom line is this, lots of people that you have interest in will say that they care about you or even say that they love you. Those are just words and if there is no action to those words those words are as dead as the "relationship" that you think you are in.
Thanks for reading and leave any comments, questions, or situations that you would like any advice with or just vent.