I loved her
Am mad because you took her away, am angry because she choose you over me.
I never wanted to fall in love but she made me to, a playboy that I was.
She came into my life and changed my addiction, been addicted to her was like me been on cocaine.
She came into my world all real, no pretence ,her laughter, her words, her comfort
For days, I felt mad at the world she held me without speaking which was more than words could say
For times, I treated her like a piece of garbage and didn't check up on her she did, never once did she put in same effort I did put in , but now
I knew I pushed her too far,
So crazy to know she picked him over me, I pushed her just more than I could reach
She made my world revolve around her, her smile makes me feel like everything would be fine, her strength holds me up, for a girl I never did much to, she was more than I ever could ask for and I would never had treated her that way, she gone and my world is void and it seems am just a loner in a world and she's gone leaving me to wonder how I let her walk away.