Maybe breakups happen because one partner cheats and same happen to my relationship. Although mostly we blame the guys , this time around I was the one doing the cheating. I remember how it all started and even though most cheats say they never intended to , in my case I don't know whether it was intended or not.
We were together for a year and he had to move away and we decided to do the long distance relationship. It was fun at first because we could facetime and make phone calls from dawn to dusk and it still felt like we were around each other.
Then classes started and our schedules were different. 
Being a medical student and me being a prelaw student didn't make it easy but somehow I still made time to cheat. He was cute and we were in the same group studies . He gave me attention and I seemed as his priority and even though I told my boyfriend about him, my boyfriend was cool about it and didn't leave any trace of jealousy. I was offended and decided to make him jealous more and begun to hangout more with my colleague.
Study dates turned to movie dates and having picnics once we had the time. Hearing less from my boyfriend made it easy on me and didn't feel any guilt. I realized I started liking my colleague so I thought it was only going to be an emotional cheating .
It was one of our usual movie dates in my apartment and we decided to watch a romantic movie. It started with cuddling and the next morning I'm waking up naked in bed with him.
Due to my guilt, I decided to tell me just to know that he was doing he's assignments just so he could come a week early to surprise me.. He didn't break up with me though but I realized that he begun giving me the attention I needed.
My colleague however was a different case, he made a bet with he's male friends saying he was going to have sex with me and since it happened I hardly hear from him and when I see him all I feel is shame...
SO I CHEATED whether I intended to OR not