Even tho you were miles away, You won my heart over and showed me a love I had never know.
You made me believe that this could work, when I was most skeptical.
I asked too much of you in return. I asked you to wait way too long.
While waiting, you met someone real. You saw the potential.
You changed your mind and decided to move on.
You didn’t let me in on your plan. You slowly tried to drift away quietly.
I called you out, and made you say it was over. I needed you to confirm what I already knew.
I told you were I stood and the moves I made.
This made you feel bad ? This made you feel guilty? So you completely pulled away and got upset ? I became the bad guy ? It’s ok ! I’ve always been the bad guy. I’ve always been the one that was wrong! I was wrong for thinking this could work! I was wrong for being so stupid. I was wrong for caring so much!
The new me is here ! The one that doesn’t give a sh!t anymore. The one that focuses on her kids and herself and no one else ! The one that needs to clear her head and be selfish for the first time in her life!