Dear @Dayleeo — 10th of September — woke up at 8am, it’s not 10am. feeling buzzed.

each day is getting better, or at least let me say i’m getting less interrupted sleeps for sure. i woke up all lovely and warm this morning as i turned the heater on about 4am after going to the toilet and returned to bed like a cocoon, i didn’t have my inhaler and went straight back off again - the routine of the brown one in the morning and at night seems to be paying off at least in the short term, it’s got rid of that crackle, now time to start saving towards those hiking boots so i can get my walk on.

yeah gaming last night was super lame right? ugh, lots of script kiddy batters, that’s not to say not some really good players out there and i’m always gonna lose out to a 20ms ping player when i’m like connecting transatlantic on a 200 ping. i mean, come on. i can only do so much, i’m having to be ESP AF to know where they are gonna be, i think on a lower latency lan network paladins would be really about aim and positioning instead of the cluster f it is now. i’m getting pretty fed up of all the changes they are making, they all seems cosmetic and frankly debilitating.

been watching the hurricane this morning again, not far away from key west now, that place is literally just out there in the ocean practically, who the hell would want to feel that far out like that, that place is just gonna end up getting reclaimed by the sea at some point, i seriously hope more people start to really reflect on life and the climate, living here as a human on planet earth. now is not the time to talk climate change in the middle of the event but it’s something that people should have been listening too years ago.

regardless where you stand, believe or not, why would anyone gamble that shit. oh it’s nature, so we accept it. incredible how we ignore stats and data into an easy to class ‘fake news’ — what people are really saying is we don’t want bad news to effect what we want in life. kinda royally stupid if ya ask me. of course we have an effect on the environment because of the way we consume things. everything has an impact somewhere in this always on, on demand world of ours.

i actually enjoy these moments of clarity, yes they come at full force but they make you realise about the good stuff you hold dear and the ways you want to just adjust course and get there as fast as possible, they are important survival pointers to not just get bogged down by the conveniences and apathy of choice we are bombarded with everyday. it’s easy to exist, it’s much harder to truly live and make an impact. we are the ultimate guardians of our own intentions if we choose to act on them.

i’m guessing you had a warm night if you have that heater on, and that your fitbit stats this morning will reflect that you have been indeed sleeping like a zombie, i hope you feel rested, i feel pretty good, i had porridge this morning and it was fab, that induction plate is the bees knees and even on the low power setting does the job nicely. gonna hit coffee two in a minute then head and do my pots and get my slow cooker rice going for the day, gonna be a big pile of egg fried rice for dinner today i think, not your average sunday dinner i admit but bad ass all the same — i must take you for a sunday dinner here in the uk at a few places so you can see the difference between venues.

ok love, think i’m done for the moment,
hope you slept well, if not sleep more,
crank open the other eye or close them both,
take it steady today again,
still one day of the weekend.
speak to you soon.

lots of love, hugs and morning kisses.
mr mouse x