Rid Me of This Disease
Feel so depressed
Don’t want to get dressed
My body feels weak
Still need more rest
Don’t want to get up
From the comfort of my bed
Losing my appetite
To earn myself bread
Can’t seem to think
Don’t have the energy
My mind is unclear
What is the remedy?
The nights are so long
Can’t seem to sleep
I wish it would work
Counting those sheep
All hot and bothered
The temperature is rising
I’m going to explode!
Like a kamikaze!
Swelling in my foot
Spasm in my arm
Cramp in my calf
I’m not feeling calm
My head is pounding
The pain is astounding
My heart skips a beat
Please don’t repeat
Can’t eat or drink
Anything in sync
No matter how I look
I still feel like a blimp
Feel like a stone
Tied to a post
Beneath my own feet
A sandpit, on toast
What is to fear?
Am I on the brink?
My brain seems to work
I still have that perk
I have what it takes
To get back on track
So please, please, please
OMG, Rid me of this disease!
As always, have a great day and PEACE
I've been there, so I can empathise.
I am certain you know of the psychological effects of smiling, even if it is a false smile - it affects us and the smile becomes genuine.
In a similar way, one of the best ways to combat depression (not any kind of drugs - except for dark chocolate, but be certain it is real chocolate, most aren't anymore) is to go for long walks. The 'correct' advice is to tell you to do exercise...but who the hell wants to do exercise when feeling depressed - I don't even when I am not depressed!
But a long walk is easy. Do not take a talkative friend with; either alone, or someone who knows how to keep his/her mouth shut, while still emoting their caring for you.
By the second or third time, you will have given your soul the lift it needed...which suggests that walking is something you should do at least three times a week.
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Hi @arthur.grafo. You are spot on with your comment there. That is actually something I do every day (walking). And yes I prefer to do it alone, so I can take in my surroundings while listening to music or a podcast. It's extremely relaxing. However the depression is only a byproduct or symptom of the cause, related to another medical condition. I know that's a little vague, but that's deliberate. I wrote this with that in mind, to have a record of how I was feeling or thinking and to have a reference point for the future, to go back and reflect on it. Thanks for your comment and advice! Appreciate it😇
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You obviously do, but I do not understand why this reaction after your previous reply.
Either you posted this reply while in a fit of deep depression (which means I am not upset by it), or else, you have, in the meantime, been moved to a sanatorium and you are angry. If so, I hope you make it out of there soon.
My best wishes and I hope you are able to enjoy many moments of love and happiness.
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Hey old friend :) so sorry to hear this! I wish you healing and health!! I have been under a rock for too long and came back on here to check around and was surprised to see your blog quiet. I hope you are feeling better ! <3 <3
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Thanks @amariespeaks😘. You sure did go missing. Did your pet rock take you hostage and imprison you?
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actual footage of amarie
LOL you're welcome! I'm glad you replied and I hope you're feeling okay. I'm trying to get on a least once a weekend and write/comment. Daily life just goes by so quickly before I know it it's the end of another weekday and I've got no time or ambition to write.
I saw your Epstein video post, too. That entire world is bizarre and creepy. I wanted to check out the deep dives posts on that because I bet there's some really interesting ones but I haven't gotten around to it.. plus I'm trying to limit the time I spend focusing on those types of abominable worlds as to not invite the energy into my own world ;-) those types of acts are addicting to investigate I feel and then I'm sucked in and totally invested in the emotions - I get sick from it. anyways, so great to hear from you - I am sending my best healing vibes across the earth to you my friend! Talk to you again soon!
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I thought I replied to this.. I'm sorry to hear that my friend. I wish you all the best and hope you find something to ease the pain, good luck in everything :)
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Sorry to read this dude .. although it's also a great and creative way to express your frustration .. powerful words my friend.
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Thanks once again for your words of encouragement:) Sometimes it's just easier to let the words from our minds flow and do the talking for us.
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Hello mate, not sure what's up but it's not nice seeing you in such distress. You have friends both on here and I'm sure in the wider world .. if you need anything, or just feel like chatting shit .. let us know. Look after yourself dude.
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That's how it feels... I can't imagine that feeling. You make that virus singing a crazy song. dates and honey, herbs and spices. Consume it daily, you'll get rid the desease.
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Well written matey. I hit ya with a bot vote as my sp is poor. Feel better soon.
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You alright dude?
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edit. Comment left in discord.
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Battle that monster bro!!!
Kick the crap out of it.
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Bruce Lee's favourite splinter is.... Waterrrrrrr
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LOL
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Me, too.
I've been there and I still go there, sometimes... not because I want to.
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