From a guilty heart.

Justin spoke soft words into my ears his words sent shivers into my body, I melted just before him, I have missed him a for long time .

As I tried to speak he wouldn't let me, His soft tender lips brushed my lips and I couldn't say anything, He quietly fixed His lips against mine and there we were kissing each other, He kissed me with so much passion, the passion with which He kissed me could serve as a thermostat that measures the degree of how long He has missed me.

My lips couldn't match His speed with which He gently but speedily ate my lips , His tongue was drown in the ocean of my saliva that feeling looked like a straw was passed into my mouth to suck my saliva.

He passed His hands around my waist and moved it further across my waist and back region He was so committed that He wouldn't let my hands let go from His body.

He pressed me more against His sweaty body, it was one of the most romantic feeling as I felt His sweet run across His body, by this time His macho body in my sight was such an amazing wonder to behold.

He carefully unzipped my gown I could imagine where it was leading just that I couldn't feel the usual excitement as I use to feel before.

He took of my first arm of my gown carefully, it remained my the other arm of the gown and he did same just as he did with the first arm of the gown.

It was remaining my handless bra, He carefully unbuttoned my bra and my breast was bare every suck on the both of succulent breast shown His longing for me like a child yearning for the breast milk of His mother .

I began to feel some excitement run down my body but my body couldn't fully accept the excitement because something had happened weeks before now and my body couldn't fully enjoy the excitement.

He moved closer and took down my pants I tried to stop Him His vigorous emotions turned into physical strength and I couldn't stop Him.

I didn't try to stop him not because I didn't want him, I only tried to stopped him because of something I had done was disturbing my mind and I didn't know how to tell him .

We began communicating he was very energetic we had not communicated for a long while I felt the energy and pressure with which He communicated he wouldn't let go of me I began to cry.

THE REASON I CRIED

I cried while communicating with Him not because the force with which he entered me but because of something that had happened and I couldn't tell him.

Two months ago;

While it was two months before now I and Justin had not been in good
terms.

I became emotionally drained and my world looked bored. it was at that time I met Bob

Bob was caring and soft spoken I imagined every bit of him at that time, He would always call me as well as always check up on me.

I began to like him, because He was filling the space that Justin had left as a vacuum.

He started sending me gifts and cards and I began to feel love from Him he was just too nice.

I began to also notice He was very handsome and every bit of him became like a lollipop ready to licked over and over again.

He had been inviting me to visit his house but the fear of the unimaginable happening kept me from going.

After a long phone conversation with Justin one cool evening I went for evening lectures and my lecturer had re-scheduled the class for another day.

I just felt I should go and see Bob, I had felt too lonely I needed someone to touch and kiss me .

I called him and he didn't pick his calls I made up my mind to go back to the park heading home someone tapped me at my back behold it was Bob, I couldn't hold back myself I hugged him warmly and followed Him home.

It was in the cold season. it was a beautiful evening and I was visiting Bob for the first time .

He made noodles with fresh tomatoes and fish, it was a nice meal I never knew He could cook so well.

His music box carefully played selected songs it became warm in the middle of the cold .

He offered me a dance and I gave him my hands we danced for a while then He kissed me it happened like a flash he held me close.

It was so warm we cuddled I saw myself pulling my dress we made out the first, second and third time. He was strong He handled me excellently.

Till now I couldn't believe my eyes that it happened to me.

I'm reconciled with Justin I still feel the guilt I just can't tell him.

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