I haven't kept a diary for two days. There have been too many things for me in the past two days, and my heart is very confused.
I know there will be a lot of confusion in life.
Yesterday I encountered something that made me very angry. When I was walking on the side of the road, someone hit me, and he called me very rudely.
In fact, this matter was not my responsibility at all, but he still did not admit his mistakes and accused me. In fact, I was very angry. I really wanted to beat him, but I didn’t say anything, it was not. Because I don't have the ability to defeat him, but because I really feel that my energy is very weak and weak, too weak to bear such a thing.
So I left without saying anything. This thing made me feel very, very depressed, very, very painful in my heart.
I tried to get rid of these emotions, but I found that I couldn't do it.
Because of this, I decided to take a break for a while and do some other things, because the current state is actually not suitable to continue.
I'm really hard, it's really hard, it's so hard. It reminds me of my hometown. When I was not happy when I was a child, I always liked the big river in my hometown to watch the flowing water gradually go away and watch the sunset. It made me feel very comfortable and comfortable, and all the time in my heart was emptied. , Water flows without traces like running water.
Later I went to my hometown alone, because of her, the one I like, she used to live in our house. She really likes our little sister at home.
But of course, this cannot be the reason why we are together. Because he doesn't like me, what's the use of liking my sister?
We stayed in my house for two days and then left. She never contacted me again. This is also the reason why my mood is so bad and my energy is so low.
Of course, there is no way to blame him. I can only say that we have no fate. There are always things like this in life that make us feel unhappy, but in fact, I still yearn for tomorrow, because life can never be The trough, there will always be the moment when the morning sun will come, and then go and be happy.
Now let go of all these things, painful things and energy, and move forward forever.