competing and comparing instead of cooperation - is without doubt some of the biggest challenges of our time
this is a small peek into my work on self - considering this dimension, enjoy:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a monster/shadow/ego of myself, like my "evil twin" from comparison and competing with others - within my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to choose comparison and competing from my programming and background instead of finding the physical real common denominators and cooperation points for me to expand and grow within.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I need money and sex, making that into a mind game and all of a sudden I am fucked by myself in a nasty world of competing and comparing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow my conscious mind to play tricks on me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall for the false promises of my conscious mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel drawn into comparing and competing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project and blame others for how I end up in a game of competing and comparing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel disgusted by competing and comparing, simply to end up with more of the same - competing in disgust.
I commit myself to find the common denominators and points that are real and physical, not imagination of mind, and to work on those points and create, expand and grow within that. I commit myself to simply ignore my conscious minds tricks and to stop all comparison and deal with it within real cooperation !
Want to learn self forgiveness :
http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/ & http://desteni.org/
here is also a interview from eqafe on this dimension:
https://eqafe.com/p/life-review-comparison-judgement-and-competition
and here is a cool interview about how we create monsters of comparing :
https://eqafe.com/p/monsters-born-from-comparison-reptilians-part-582