What is my Purpose?

I want more, I desire more. But how my life is trying to go I have to ask myself do I deserve more? This might be poorly written to some and most of you will give up and stop reading. But if you bear with me to the end and continue to try to understand what I'm trying to say.

Started as a kid, I always felt as though I couldn't do things other were supposed to be done, because they weren't supposed to be done like that. I always said to question authority. I didn't want to, it felt like I had to. It always felt like people were against me because of the way that I felt the need to express myself and current situations.

I could never express myself properly. I have a very badd speech impediment when I was younger. I stuttered really bad. I had a hard time with reading comprehension. As well as dyslexia. I tried my best to hide it and to work around it. And I would really do my best to excel in other areas of my life where reading or verbal communication wasn't Involved.

Now with all that being said, I love to fight as a child. I'm not sure if it was because, I witness my mother being in a abusive relationship with my brother and sisters father at an early age? Or if it was because I was the small fragile stuttering kid, And I look like an easy mark for the other children? I think it was the 1st one.
This story can go on forever that just a little bit of something. If you want to hear more please reply give me a thumbs up however this works.

PS let me tell you I didn't give up I'm still bought a whole bunch happened.