for the first time

When I first time I felt strange,
I felt my heart throb and sweaty palms, stuttering speech,
your beauty made me nail shoe,
I walk head, clinging to the sole,
composing poems, stealing flowers, and recompose my lexicon with compound words, blessed heart were weak with so much beauty,
the prism flashes the sun in the dew to form strange worlds crashing in my head,
Huge void in my bed when my hands not find you,
Gets my heart pounding, my hands sweat stammering my voice, and go head like shoe nail stuck to the sole,
solitude in life is a cold dagger through us, condemning us to a slow death, where the eternal soul is forever marked as not love if your side I have no sorrows, your like a beast to chase away ghosts, giving me security full life, I will love you in autumn, winter spring summer I'll hold you and I will learn to walk head, !!!