Not sure of my future here.

in sorrow •  5 years ago 

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And so the journey into the new year begins.
Let us not walk alone, but together as brethren.
I can't walk your path for you, nor you mine,
but
We can walk side by side,
helping each other along the way.
(The above is from a post from this day last year)

The Reality

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My nation, the United States of America (and all the world it seems)
Is being torn to pieces by division.
Racism, secularism, capitalism, exclusivity, "haves vs have nots."

Now we have the sexual component where a man can barely
Open his mouth to express a thought or experience without being
Accused of sexual harassment, misconduct or worse, being a
Predator.
All a woman has to do is say he did this or that, and
Men are automatically presumed guilty, until
HE proves his innocence, which of course is
impossible after the many years have passed
Since the supposed event happened.

Men are abused and assaulted too you know.
I was.
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So I came to Steemit in hopes of finding a place where I could
Share my writings, which as often as I can make them, are
Positive and uplifting.
I share some writings that are darker because they are about
ME, my life and experiences, but since I am human, I think
Most people can find something in my writings to
Resonate with.
An unfortunate part of today’s reality.

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I came here HOPING to find a place of freedom and
Inclusion, and it WAS back then.
At least it seemed so to me.

Then the changes began. HF this and HF that,
splitting everything and everyone into “Tribes”, each one
Having their own “Token”, all of this being overseen in a
Site called “DISCORD”… why does no one but me see the
Disharmony in DISCORD?
I write about Oneness, but how
Can we all be one if we are being pulled apart this way?

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Now, I can’t use certain tags, unless I’m writing about
“Mother Earth, eco-living, greening our planet, and
living in greener cities,” um… don’t I do that? If we
Are living together as brethren, won’t our planet become
Greener? Won’t our cities become greener?
I should think so.

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I feel as if I am being frozen out of here, by the lack of acceptance
And the continual splitting up this ‘blockchain’ community.

Now you have to access 10 different apps and platforms just to be able
To post or upvote or comment, let alone retrieve your earnings.
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This place has changed so that I no longer recognize it.
I fear my time here is limited, as I don’t want to
“Jump Through Hoops” that are getting ever more
Complex and confusing.

“Not Sure of my Future”

by
Jerry E Smith
©1/2/2020

PSA:

Do not abbreviate the year 2020 as just the last 2 years. E.g. 1/2/20
Why?
Someone COULD complete the year with any number. E.g. 1/2/2018
Keep your information SAFE!
I hate that this message is necessary but
Unfortunately,
That is the world we live in.

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I agree the blockchain is becoming more complicated with various apps and platforms. it must be baffling for a newcomer much less for us.

🧨 Best wishes Jerry for the New Year 2020. 🎉

Sending you my most hearty best wishes as well Joanne, I hope the
Weather is treating you well up there @reheadpei

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There is a great deal about Steemit that I don't understand, and therefore, ignore. I tried to join Discord a long time ago, and somehow ended up with two different accounts and gave up. I just post, comment, and read. I may not be getting as much out of Steemit as I could, but I am content with this.

I am happy for you then @scribblingramma, but I am rather OCD about
A lot of things. Things making sense (logical, rational sense) is one of
Them.
Changing unnecessarily to be more and more complex all in the (for show)
Name of keeping your account secure is another.
So many #tags, each one will give you better returns IF YOU USE IT for
The right TRIBE. It is all just a mish mash in my opinion, all set up so that
Minnows like us get the dribbles that fall from the tables of the whales,
And those who can afford (or understand) how to MINE crypto.

I began suspecting a scam before the last HF, and when I began to have
To open an entirely new tab to view my wallet, when I have to LOG IN
to do that (we don't now, but we did at first) when we have DIFFERENT
KEYS for DIFFERENT PURPOSES, ie posting, active blah blah...why is
That all NECESSARY?
So they invent Tokens, and split our steem into dozens of different
TOKENS, some are worthless, some are not, but it is all a shadow
Play to me, to keep 'the man behind the curtain' hidden from those
Of us who don't understand the blockchain as well as we might.
"Okay Boomer (as in Baby Boomer), you can go back to your room now" is what I
Imagine them saying

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