When I almost lost my life

kristyyd (55) in spiritual • 7 years ago

Here I lay in my hospital bed
I couldn't hear what the doctors have said
What did they say dear, what did you hear?
Nothing my love, as he wiped back a tear

I feel very sleepy, more than I should
Something internally says this isn't good
Go get the doctors something is wrong
I turned to yell out but everyone was gone

But I'm still in my gown and can see out the door
Why aren't my feet touching the floor?
The nurse is inches away sitting in a chair
As I'm screaming to him in utter despair

He doesn't hear me does he?
Please answer me I said
Please tell me what has happened
Just go lie down in bed

For some reason I listened and got back into bed
Then it finally hit me, I think I might be dead
No fear or pain and sadness
But beautiful bliss instead

Then I heard yelling right beside my face
Please save her please I will take her place
The pain came back as sharp as a knife
That is the day when I almost lost my life

💖Enjoy every moment fully and presently

Love to you all,
Kristan

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7 years ago by kristyyd (55)

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sammosk (71) · 7 years ago

I hope you are okay now, and come through this safe and sound. <3

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kristyyd (55) · 7 years ago

Thanks bud 🙃

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kristyyd (55) · 7 years ago

So everyone is clear this is not a suicide post-I had trauma to my lungs and this happened and happening again, but no worries stay amazingly beautiful beings. Love u all

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stitchybitch (61) · 7 years ago

So glad you didn't leave just yet!
If you need to talk, everyone over at PAL is really good about supporting for stuff like this. Just say if you need to talk! ❤
This was a beautiful and heart wrenching. I am glad you wrote it.

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kristyyd (55) · 7 years ago

I was just re-reading your comment and just had to say...YOURE AMAZINGLY WONDERFUL. I 💜 Stitchy 😍

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juliakponsford (70) · 7 years ago

I'm not sure what the details of this experience are but it sounds scary and I hope everything is okay. I agree with stitchy on this if you need to chat my DMs are open :)

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kristyyd (55) · 7 years ago

Thank you 😊 Love you guys. Medicine seems to be working! 💜Beautiful lady

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juliakponsford (70) · 7 years ago

I'm so glad I hope you have a quick recovery!

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d-pend (73) · 7 years ago (edited)

That was... very powerful. Thank you. I'm not sure if this is based on a true happening, but I am glad you are still with us :)

Edit: Saw your comment. I'm blown away with your attitude through it all <3

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kristyyd (55) · 7 years ago

Aww thank you, yeah this happened to me it was always hard to talk about because I didn't understand what had happened until I did u know? Thank you for reading and you're sweet 💗💗💗💗

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amberyooper (69) · 7 years ago

Near death experience. A lot of people have talked about things that happened to them like this. There's an organization for people who have experienced an NDE. I know a couple of people who've gone through one.

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kristyyd (55) · 7 years ago

Really? I've always seen people describing it close to mine, but it was so strange. I without a doubt believe I left for a little while..it was like how you normally feel, but no fear and a lightness. It was too real-and when they finally got me back my dr. said lucky you're a fighter thought we were going to lose you so I wouldn't speak up except to the nurse so I didn't look nuts thank you for reading 💜

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sargento (3) · 7 years ago

Beautiful and heart breaking at the same time. My niece almost lost her life in a terrible car accident. I empathize with you family and what they must have gone through.

Glad you are still with us.

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kristyyd (55) · 7 years ago

And I'm extremely sorry for your niece and what your family endured. Love and live💜Bless you

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sargento (3) · 7 years ago

Thank you so much for you kind words and blessing. Have a wonderful week. I always suggest that my friends hug someone everyday. It is excellent therapy. I like to hug homeless people, and do it quite often.

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kristyyd (55) · 7 years ago

That's beautiful sir please keep that wonderful love and continue to share it..you're making the world better

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kristyyd (55) · 7 years ago

Thank you

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akkha (59) · 7 years ago

I only hear !
your Beautiful lines my dear !!

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kristyyd (55) · 7 years ago

Aw! That was so sweet ☺️ Thanks love 💗

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akkha (59) · 7 years ago

You are welcome dear !

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zyphodb (37) · 7 years ago

Powerful words...

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kristyyd (55) · 7 years ago

Thanks for stopping by and reading love 💜

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danieldoughty (64) · 7 years ago

i feel you. hope your feeling alright . these comment section is like a support group. hehe..

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kristyyd (55) · 7 years ago

Aww yes I'm okay. Kind of lol these people are amazingly beautiful people 💜 So are you! Thank you for reading!

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harshallele (58) · 7 years ago

One of the most terrifying things I have imagined about is - what if death is just a permanent vegetative state? What if people's consciousness is still there after their heart stops?

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kristyyd (55) · 7 years ago

Aww dear listen-we are all energy of light..energy never dies. It's just transferred to another source of power. I truly believe when we leave our shell and realm, we're not going to have the emotional thoughts behind why and where we're going or what we are. I think whatever happens will be beautiful. We all are waiting to die and that's ok, but the best thing is to cherish the now your moment the only moment. Did you ever wonder where you were before this? 😌 Me neither. It's going to be back to the universal oneness. 💜