What are the ways you are cultivating your connection with your higher self?
Do you have your sacred space where you can ground and reflect deeply within?
It’s a lot of hard work, but there is no way around it but to move through the darkness of our minds. You have to keep pushing through, layer by layer, embracing your shadow as part of yourself with your loving awareness.
At one point there surely will be a breakthrough, and you will find your way back to your heart.
You will be able to connect with the heart of the Earth mother, and from this grounded place, you are free to explore the vast cosmic space of your being.
After working through more dense energies, you will be able to hold and anchor higher frequencies of light.
Learning how to create a safe sacred environment for yourself is a very important step. Start with what you have, and keep it evolving with your shifting consciousness.
When you learn how to create sacred space for yourself, you might realize that naturally you are able to hold the space for others. You are becoming a portal, and a bridge between the worlds.