Moving In, Moving Out

I'm removing unconscious death urges, step by step. Our mind when left to it's own devices seeks an escape, but not in the way that would best serve our being. We cannot escape consciousness, it is simply a fact of existence, and the dread that accompanies it often can be difficult to sit with. This is why we fill our life with distraction, to escape the unknown with something that we pretend we can comprehend.

There isn't anything that we're afraid of more deeply than ourselves.

It's our nature though to project that onto our reality; we're convinced that everyone is out to get us. Sometimes they are, but most of the time it is our own thoughts and our energetic signature that is making life manifest in that way. You attract what you are, not what you want. If you are bound by fear, you will always be bound.

I'm taking a huge step into the unknown. I'm moving halfway across the planet to a place I haven't been since birth. Being born on an island has made me attuned to the ebb and flow of the ocean my whole life, in spite of being landlocked for most of it. Always those waves have called my name, and now the time has come to answer it.

There are so many questions, both from within and without, and yet....

All I have to do is accept.

I have all the energy, all the drive, all the focus. Everything is at my disposal. The Universe is abundant, and I belong to it and it and I are one, just on a spiral dancing journey of ebb and flow. The only impediment to my progress is my own thoughts.

More to follow. Destination is just a state of mind; an end is just attaching to a current state.

All things change. Impermanence.