True forgiveness is achieved when judgments are set aside.

I do not remember the last time I was in a frame of mind to judge. It is neither good nor bad it simply is what it is. Even as the attacks happened in Paris I had no judgment of it. Just an understanding that it was needed for the healing of the world. It has been the same with Brussels, Tel Avis, Orlando and many others.

What is not understood is that no one made up the rules they play by. All the rules were given to them or handed to them by someone else... We blindly follow what we are told as children. This is where our rules come from.

Everything I believed defined me was taught to me by my care givers, peers, and society between the ages of day one to year 6. I have found this to be absolutely true. When I willingly looked at the things I experienced as an infant...I found I made all choices to believe and judge from the experiences I was having. It all came from the treatment I received.

At 9 months as my grandmother force fed me I learned a gag reflex that when anyone tried to force their will on me I gag or throw up. When my grandmother then kicked me across a room I believed my asking for attention, love, and affection was to ask for physical pain and violence. At 9 months of age I learned that to be touched by another was to be found unworthy of love and kindness. By the time I was 6 I had been verbally, emotionally, and physically taught that I was only here to be used and abused. That I would never amount to anything. No one would ever want me because I was tainted goods.

When HS folded space and time I was the observer seeing everything that was being said and done by all involved. He showed me what they were experiencing and judging. How they projected their beliefs on me. That is what they were teaching me in those moments...Their beliefs. In choosing to believe as they were I enacted those beliefs on myself creating my own personal hell here on earth.

This is what HS showed me. Not once but three separate times. True forgiveness is achieved when judgments are set aside. For then one perceives that nothing happened that was not lies.

Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.