Inclining to my career

Yes, one time in my life after Dr Ken Katas spoke to us, and my mentor as at ss1/ss2, Mr meeka spoke to me about career management.
I thought about it severely and I decided on the fact that I wanted to be a pharmacist due to my allergies, fear and the fact I wanted a sitting kind of office job.
Latter in my ss3 ,I was compelled by my parents, uncles and aunties to change to medicine. I actually gave in to that initially, they didn't consider my allergies and my fears .am really a kind of person that can't bear raising my hand on someone, let's say i have only slapped one person in my entire life, I couldn't just imagine myself using surgical blades and all those ,I am not good in biology, I hate too much reading thou I flow with the chemistry and physics aspects. I was like how and where would I start from, sometimes I sat alone and cried about that fact. I gave in at last. They registered whatever they wanted, as God will have it, I didn't make it up to the score we expected, so I quickly swapped before UTME.
As Mrs oton will say " having two pharmacists isn't a bad idea ".
And that's how I made it up to this point,i regret the stuffs I overlooked in my previous year, my carelessness and all that, it's actually not to late but it's my turning point.
I actually wrote this some Two years ago.