Yo im tired of this shit. I write and network and I bitch. I just want to get where im going...Why does everything have to take so fucking long. Seriously it drives me f-ing mad. Im doing the best I can at what im good at but its never enough. I have to sleep flat on my back because my back hurts all the fucking time. Im stress out to shit. Sorry for the negativity people but I just dont understand whats going on. Im so out of it today. I have no want to do what im currently doing. I have no fire anymore. Maybe just today.... Most days im not like this. Just today. Probably because ive ran out of weed and have been smoking res for the last 3 days. Probably because losing money in crypto is normal....Probably because people are fucking idiots and I cant have a conversation with any of them. I write alot of poetry but I only can write so much of it....Some dayss I just feel like blowing off steem ya know???? Im tired.
Funny thing is I got new job this week and im pumped about it! really looking forward to it... but waiting for it to start is miserable I just want to get the show on the road. Stuck in limbo right now. I feel like falling asleep right now....its ridiculous ...Im running out of steem...man some of the shit that gets upvoted on here is such crap...Im the next fucking Shakespeare and im happy when I make $20....Which is bullshit...Its like im stuck in high school again...Where they basically grade you on how "neat" your handwriting is... CORNY CORNY CORNY SHIT
My shits corny sometimes but at least its good-corny
I mean some of the people making money on steemit dont even have talent... AND THATS TRUTH SO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY IS.....
PEACE!
Hey man your one angry dude jacobcards maybe put your feet up and have a cigarette and a cup of tea and chill....maybe...and good luck in your new job.
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I don't need no stinkin' upvotes
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lol
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All this will pass except for your back. If your lower back hurts this will help, sleep with a rolled up towel under the arch of your back and a pillow between your legs if you like to sleep on your side. Also walk a couple miles a day. Walking helps release tension and cleans out our body through the lymphatic system. Sitting all day really flattens out our backs arch which helps place our upper body weight evenly throughout our back. If we lose that arch we get sciatica and bulging disks in the lower lumbar region. There are yoga moves that help with regain our arch and building core muscles as well. Just do a search on the net, tons of information out there.
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I actually started doing that! It is my upper back however...Being hunched over on my laptop...I started standing when I work to! I know every trick in the book its actually getting alot better! I keep my head over my shoulders all the time i now! Thanks for the comment and concern!!
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Your my friend here, I walk with you anytime!
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This was fun to read. :)
We all have these days - and it's hard sometimes to chillout... just got to find what makes you happy.
Great you go a job - I'm still in that hellhole, but try to keep my spirits up. I've upvoted you.
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