Sometimes people choose death because it feels like there is no other way out. Maybe it's depression or chronic illness or just life throwing rocks at us. I have died before. Will write about it someday. For now, let us encourage each another without judgement but love and actions. If you are struggling, have a chat with someone you trust or a professional you can click with. If you like to just rant, I can listen. I don't claim to know what you are going through or even if I could make you feel better but I am willing to try by first, listening. Hang in there.