Dear Diary: Less Than 24 Hours Now For My 1st Year Anniversary Here At Steemit

I remember the first days here at steemit and I was just like a lost soul trying to find my way in until eventually people found me than maybe I found them. I was really in panic those days because I am a dialysis patient and in real pain because of what happened to my body due to complications arising from the main root cause which is being a patient for 15 years.

And being a patient before even getting the chance to live a normal life is quite inconceivable even in my mind, something that you would want to not look at and also wanted to forget in witnessing about but it is a reality that I have to face. Now all that I can do is to manage my situation.

It is hard to be feeling alone with this kind of situation because I have no one to turn to except myself and people here around me will really can just look at me falter away with my demise just like what I am seeing other people do with their relatives simply because they have no resources to sustain their own patient's needs, they just let them die a lingering death.

But steemit made my life get some rays of hope, it also gave my lovedones some peace of mind because I am getting help from people around the world which I also pray to God to repay this people whom I call my other lovedones because of the help that I received and had been receiving from their selfless support, it is just all amazing.

Now it is just my quest to pursue into my goal of self-restoration, I just needed more prayers. I will take all the risks involved because really, the risks are a part of life, my life is just 95 percent risks now and the other 5 percent is my fate in this world.

I am thankful that I had come to witness this world, to see the beauty of what life is in its action although I could not fathom the inner workings of life at least I have known that the purpose of life is, which is to serve God.