Dear Diary: My Medical Hope, Wish, And Plan For Myself

I just wished that STEEm and blockchain technology came earlier especially steemit with its kind and diverse community or I might be in the same medical dilemma, condition, and trouble right now. My condition was just a product of mismanaged health care and poverty as I am just always hanging by the thread and on a knife's edge in my choices.

I just remembered walking in the streets of Manila because we went with my father to the government charity where I requested a medical assistance for a medicine to raise my blood hemoglobin. I was so anemic that my heart felt an ache as I walk and rested a few times while we walk to the bus station and it was like climbing a mountain as I walk to the overpass. I just endured a severe anemia just to wait for that requested medicine of mine which also will take about two weeks for me to feel its effects.

I also endured having a dialysis only once per week and I tell you that was the worse thing that happened to me. I literally got so stiff with my body that I cannot move anymore. Luckily that happened when I was still able to walk and looked liked a thin teenager. If that scenario would happen now I would just succumb to a lingering death.

Right now I was just the only one fending for myself and hoping to save some money and then I will find a doctor that will fix my backbone and face. Maybe I will have to get a kidney transplant first and that is still be possible the other first two which were my hope and wish of becoming true might get a reality.

I am now striving and with determination to get into my goal I might hit the bull's eye and enjoy being reborn again in this world as told by my friend who had undergone a kidney transplant many years ago. I am just fortunate that I had friends here at steemit who are not letting me go with their divine hearts, God Bless you all and may God Keep you and his face continue to shine upon you.