Dear Diary: What Do I Do to Keep Myself Busy and Take My Mind Off from My Problems

I can't do much anything now obviously because I cannot even walk past the bathroom. And even if I can stand and walk a little, my feet's joints and my back will start to hurt. That is why I am always laying down here on my bed doing anything that I can do which is writing my world here at steemit.

A few years ago I was invited by a friend who is ranting about plagiarized articles at some social blogging site. He is citing about copy-paste posts and then invited me because the payment is quite handsome for a newbie like me. So I gave it a shot then my work did not get paid because I wasn't using a proper attribution to the photos that I am using. After I had corrected it, my work got approved and so I got paid.

Then I continued to social blog on that site until it went downhill because of some who knows what reason. From then on I searched for similar sites but nothing compares to it. I lost hope and given up and turned my attention to pyramid schemes which luckily I got out unscathed.

Then I discovered cryptocurrency trading and then #steemit which I guess is my home now as it just fitted what I know and enjoying to do which is trading and social blogging. I trade to obviously earn money and it has a twist of excitement and sorrow too if i am not careful enough.

I also social blog here so I can get help because of my condition and I don't know where to put it but it really is just hard and I am barely holding on to my mental and spiritual foundations just to keep myself sane from this insane things that is going on with my body and I can also boast that I can still blog despite the hardships and miseries in my life.

So that's it, I blog mainly. When my Internet is fast I do listen to music videos and it is just weird that I always listen to the same music thanks to YouTube's algo, they always give me no choices.

I have no time for reading and all that. Also forget about knitting I won't do that. If I am just able to get up without pain I would probably paint like Bob Ross, he is a gem in the art world.

The things above I just do to keep my mind off the things that would bother even the most spiritually adept person in the world so I am very thankful and grateful for steemit as I had met the most choiced cream of the crop persons there is. They are my hero because they support me and saving me from my nightmarish life and it gives me happiness and hope as it stemmed from the love that I received. God Bless the steemit community.