Today is my tenth day without a cigarette. I've smoked everyday for the past 12 years, except in bootcamp in 2005 for two months. I was young and dumb when I finished bootcamp, if I would have known what was good for me I would have never started back up.
My story starts like many others. I wanted to be cool, and rebellious so I tried my first cigarette. I scored it off of a kid on the school bus that lifted a pack off of his old man. It was a Winston full flavor, and you would have thought he handed me a kilo of cocaine when he pulled out that single cigarette and handed it to me when I was walking off the school bus! My heart dropped! I played it off cool though! I dropped it into the pocket of my button up shirt, and kept walking like nothing ever happened.
As I walked down the driveway to my house, about a 1/4 of a mile, I pulled the cigarette out and examined it. I must have studied it for 10 minutes or better. Neither of my parents smoked, and I had never touched a cigarette until that day. I lived in rural West Tenessee so I decided to take a hike with my new little friend. I crossed the road in front of my house, and headed toward the tree I often climbed to watch deer in the evenings.
I climbed my tree, and got in a comfortable position. It was a beautiful fall day, I'll never forget it! I put the cigarette to my lips, and lit it with the long tip grill lighter that my dad used to light charcoal. I inhaled the smoke and instantly started coughing! Everything got dizzy for five seconds, but I held the cigarette tight. I made sure I smoked the whole thing because I wanted to explain my experience to my friends.
It's amazing the things that our senses can remember. To this day on a nice fall day I can still remember the enjoyment that I got from that first puff. I can still taste the fall air!
I will continue this story tomorrow if there is enough interest. I think a daily blog on my struggles and reflection on smoking might just help me. Thanks for your support!
Smoking is a monster you have to beat. Make sure you put Alan Carr handy
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Alan Carr Handy?? Who's that? Thanks for the support!
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The Easy Way is a book written by Alan Carr which helps you quit smoking
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Thanks! I checked out Alan Carr on YouTube! Wow there are 1000's of people that claim reading his book made them stop! That's wild!
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In my experience it's only hard to stop smoking when others are around you smoking. I always suggest taking a 1 month break from people you know that smoke while you quit.
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I just have to fight it! I work in a boiler room in TN, and you could only imagine at the amount of smokers I work with! I will say they have all been very supportive of me quitting, and none of them have tempted me at all.
Keep your eyes peeled for part 2 if you're interested. There's a reason I quit smoking that I will get to in a later post! Thanks for your support! It means a lot!
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Np i'll follow your profile to make sure. I work in warehousing 500 employees and I swear at least 40% smoke and struggle to quit because of it, it's good that people are being supportive good luck man.
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And the part two? nice. upvoted!:D
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Part two will be released tomorrow! I don't want to make my post too long, because people tend to lose interest if they have to read a 30 min blog. Thank You so much for your support! It truly makes a difference when you get positive feedback!
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Perfect! upvoted me?
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Yes I upvoted you! I truly appreciate the support!
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