Dear Jerry,
as I see Steemit take a huge place in your daily round ... and it's seems like you lose a little bit passion at this moment and feel something like a burn out effect... Life is a journey, not competition and the person you have to impress on first place, is you ;) So look deep inside of you - you will find the answer and do the thing you find out there. I'm so impressed when I see someone talking open and honest not only for his success but same about his feelings and struggles. Thanks for sharing your stories with us!