Cumming to Hate You

Give a blubbering mess a cat

Or a sandwich, that's what I would do

But feeling your hard on grow

Confuses disturbs excites

And certainly quiets my sobs

Didn't know how hushed the house had become

Until I had to try not to moan

Tear soaked pillow scented with lavender that Molly had bought at some fufu shop

How many dumb cheerleader jokes did I know?

Too many where she dies in the end

These porcelain angels are creeping me out

But I orgasm none the less

Stuck on her swollen bruised hands coated healthy glow concealer

Might as well have been lead paint

He shrinks inside me and releases my breasts

I wonder if a dead sibling will make him

Stop fucking other people

Or plaster up the foundation

Eroding from the freeze thaw cycle that began

With a fifth of vodka and an admittance of guilt

I would really like a sandwich right about now

Or a cat to claw out his eyes

For looking upon me with pity

Instead of recognizing the ferocity that I would be using

To tear you to pieces

You selfish cowardice unfaithful asshole

That scarred my ability to trust, to open, to love someone

That perverted my kindness and fed my violence

My little sister died and I came

To hate you

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