It is 4:16am here in my place, I have read your post about how you struggle about the passing of your mum and I do really feel the pain of losing someone you love. I remember when my grandama died when I was 12 yrs old, it took me 9 years to accept the fact that she was gone, there were nights that I would wake up and cry because I am missing her, I couldn't even look at her huge painting in the house of my aunt as it will double the pain. I commend you for despite your ordeal you are seeing things in the most positive way. People who are at their low points in life or who are weak though still help people to have strength and encourage positivity are strong person and you are one of them. You continue to inspire us to use our ordeal as an opportunity to bring out the best in us, be strong and to always stay positive! All the best to you @surpassinggoogle!