I am so thankful for the message. That was the way and the mindset I had being raised. And that is why it took me to this stage that it is not a good one. I think I need to break from that and be more risky and as I said go crazy. Maybe I will end up living on the street and struggling even more. But at least I can't say that I haven't tried :) Thank You so much for the support and nice words. they mean the world.