Talia, I think most endeavors in life are that way. Often one works or trys really hard at something and we are disappointed in the results. And then we see some idiot farting at a candle and he has like 1 million views on Utube. Seneca got it right 2000 years ago when he said; "hu,man affairs are not so happily arranged, that the best things please the most men. It is proof of a bad cause when it is applauded by the mob"