Brian John my Son.

Hello baby boy! Raising you alone of course is not easy for the both of us, right? There were many things that I was not able to provide you and there are some shortcomings because of course, I am financially handicap but still, the both of us strive more and in mysterious ways, we survived. There were times when I cannot buy you what you want but still, I managed, we managed, right? And I thank you for still sticking with me because you got no other choice. laughing

I cannot quite absorb how fast the time has flied and you are now growing into someone I call a little man. I know quiet well that God has given me you quite early because He wants me to spend longer time with you than the people I used to know already. You are the most different and because of you baby, I am me and I am the way I am.

Baby, thank you so much for changing my perspectives in life and thank you so much for giving me comfort only you can give. You make me laugh, smile, angry, mad and then smile again and laugh again. See how you make my world up, side, down? Only you has that effect on me.

You make me strive more and you make me a strong one even when I know you are my most weakness.
By, just hang on there okay? Everything is gonna be okay for the both of us!
I love you so so much and you are the only one I can call "mine".

And most of all, I am stronger because of you and I am ready to face anything because I have you and there is no way I have to give up on us. You make me see things differently and because of you baby, I get to see the real meaning of life and the real essence of focusing on my dreams and making sure you get the best of everything.

I love you perfectly even when I'm not perfect.

And one request from me, please grow up with the fear of the Lord and please, be good in all ways. That's the best legacy to leave to all people around us, the goodness.