In most cases I would feel a great deal of sympathy for someone who is so obviously unstable, but you're not just self-destructive, you're a destructive force for all who meet you. You're a very unhappy man who appears to have a strong need to bring others into your misery. You are also a liar. Yes, I respect @ausbitbank and I don't believe that he would say something like that about any group of people.
Not everyone who claims to be a believer actually is one You really should hold a mirror up and speak that sentence to it. You wrote a post with @canadian-coconut's name in the title with the first tag of Satanists. Basically she refused to vote on you, at which point you began attacking her with a disgusting amount of slander. Her actions speak clearly for her, being a Christian means being 'christ-like', and there is an enormous amount of evidence all over the blockchain that speaks to her compassion and kindness. Conversely there is an enormous amount of evidence all over the blockchain that speaks to your vindictive, vengeful, bitter, and cruel nature. Your heart is so full of anger and unforgiveness that it spills out of you like a malignancy.
I have no interest in continuing this conversation. I only respond to it now in order to defend the beautiful people you continue to attack for the sake of any who might read this post and not already know the situation.