Is committing sucuide the best to solve financial problem?

I am a guy of my early 30s since i was born life has been very deficult on me. My parents where not financially ok before their death they left me with nothing I tried to put my self in secondary school graduated 2006 within that period i wrote jamb 3 good time no admission into university then i decided to enroll in a program of 18 months at least by the the time I’m through with the program i will gain direct admission into the university to start from 200l. I applied for the 18 months program which called diploma in the university of Abuja in 2010 during the course of this program there were one strike or the other and that lead to so much

delay in the program then i decided to write jamb again in 2012 God so kind i passed the exam then i wrote the attitude test that will see me through into university of Abuja then I finally got admission into university of Abuja after six good years of struggling to enter university. As if that wasn’t enough in 2012 all federal universities including states universities went on strike for academic year. The cause of the strike was for educational reforms. We spend one academic year at home before federal government decided to reach an agreement with the universities lecturers. Now i am a graduate of Bsc Business Administrators from university of Abuja. Right now no job no nysc ( Nigeria youth service corp) life is so treating me in a direction i don’t understand i used to help people but i am not getting help from anyone then i said why is my own always different? No money no source of income, a Good Samaritan introduced me to Steemit then i ran my own research and found it 100% genuine it’s not a pornzi schem. I am actually enjoying some of the articles and comments but i am still not happy financially i am down and i really want to be a successful person in life. I am not seeing anything coming my way the only thing i am seeing is to commit sucuide sorry if what i am writing is boring and meaningless to some people here. But i am tired of this life right now. Please don’t insult me i need your advice and moral supports thanks.