Midnight thoughts

It's just past midnight here in Singapore, and the chilly night breeze blows lightly on my skin. We don't get many cool days down here but when we do I make sure to sit at the balcony and soak it in. I've been at a complete lost lately, not sure what direction I should be taking in life. I scroll forums, try new hobbies and go out with friends but it all seems so.... superficial. Like what is the meaning behind doing all of these things? To "live" your life? I can't seem to find depth in whatever I'm doing, even things I thought I loved. I guess I'm just ranting but I'd like to know if anyone out here has felt the same way, and if so how did they find "meaning" or "depth" to their life? What pushes them?