The worst pain i ever felt...My First Heart break

Goodday steemians, I want to write about the worst pain i ever felt, which is heart break. I had a surgery some years back, the doctor called it "torsion of the testicle", i was in s.s 2 when i had the surgery, but the pain i felt then wasn't up to what i felt when i had my first heart break. i used to be one of the people who believed there was nothing like love till i felt it myself when i was in j.s.s 3, out of all the ladies in the class, there was this one i had this feeling for, i just started caring for her all of a sudden, that was the first time i ever felt that way towards anybody, i would give her my pocket money whenever she said she was hungry, what do you expect i was very tender.

One day i told her how i felt and she said she also felt that way towards me that she thinks its true love, foolish me was so happy i found love, that was how i started giving her my pocket money but i didn't know she was a girl that jumps around. My bestie caught her at the back of our school with a senior and rushed into my class to call me, he said " Marvellous come and see your girl with a senior", i thought probably they were having a discussion, i went reluctantly, my classroom was on the second floor, on getting to the balcony i saw the girl i had this feeling for with a senior kissing, i was shattered, i called her name and when she looked up i walked back to my classroom crying, poor Marvellous.
She came upstairs saying it wasn't what i thought it was, she ended up convincing me, due to how much i liked her i let it slide, we went on that way until during the final term, she asked me for sex and i was like "SEX?!...I don't even know how to do it" she laughed and told me it was easy plus it was fun, i never had sex and had in mind i wouldn't until i get married, but shit happened.

She kept trying to convince me to do it, she said we'll only snick into an empty class after school hours, i didn't know it was her thing, it was what she did after after school hours, i used to be so timid and churchy kinda so she took advantage of me and was busy draining my pocket, filling my head with fantasies.
After school hours that day, i ran home, i didn't want sex i only wanted her to reciprocate the feeling i had, but that wasn't her own intention. The next day i got to school, she wasn't in school, i became worried, i went to her house and her mom told me she wasn't home, i kept going there, all i always got was "she's not at home" as a reply, i got tired of going there. After the exams i was promoted to a senior class which was s.s.1, i kept asking of her but she was no where to be found.

Along the line i heard she was pregnant, jeeez! I was devastated, the only woman i loved pregnant?!, i just couldn't believe it, it was then it dawned on me that she asked me for sex because she wanted to put the pregnancy of me, i was even more devastated. I got home that day and locked myself in my room, i didn't eat that night i was so not myself, my mom noticed and tried persuading me to tell her the problem, but i couldn't open up, i was so down, it was like there was a dagger in my heart, it hurt so bad.
I couldn't go to school the next day, i kept skipping school, i kept starving myself it wasn't easy to get over it. I repeated that class twice all in the name of heart break.....I never felt anything like that all my life......

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and resteem🙏🙏 , i remain the humble @chizymarv.