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Desire to be born as a daughter in the next birth of a son ...
Being born as a child is not a matter of fun. The life of the son is like a donkey. If the baggage of the owner is stacked for a lifetime, then son is forced to spend life under the burden of the Ma'apap repayment, education, job and wife's Nazionhes. If you want to be born as a daughter in the next birth, you also read the story of a son.
The only son of Mambap, the only brother of two sisters, the house of Noor, the family dynasty, the heirs of the nominal property and the bias of the lineage, I have become incarnated on this earth.
"What did I save for creating you, what do you know?" I wanted my son to play in my lap, the person who brought glory to the name of the family, who raised my head. When a daughter is born, she does not feel guilt, which happens when a son is born. What did we not do when we were born to you? Sohar ghaveda, laddoo divided, fed the whole village. After all
I also had a son who was a mother, "Mother says.
I would have been grateful, 'Swarthi is somewhere.' I know, why did mother want to create me because I will grow up and support her. How stupid are my monkeys With the birth of a son, a good job should also have been created for that too. Now get out Unless you get a job, support this support.
Since my childhood, I was preparing Ma'apoop for my old age, 'Hi my childhood,' my sisters and I used to watch TV. The mother would say, 'Babbu, let's sit down.' I stoop, 'No mother, I have to watch TV now.'
But they would force me, 'No, first studies. The TV can be seen later. '
I looked at the sisters and said, 'But mother, they are watching too, why do not they read them?'
The mother would say with a sense of humor, "What is to be written by them and to be a collector. You will become a collector, my king son. '
I watched the sisters jealous, and I used to read it. I thought, 'I wish I'd be a girl too.'
The sword of my Mambap's dream was hanging on my head all the time, 'You have to become bigger than this, that is to be made.'
I did not feel like reading. I wandered around my sisters in big hands, chatting with the surrounding girls, chatting with friends on the phone, watching TV, watching laughing. If you have a mind, read it, otherwise it does not matter. There was no one to say to them.
But I, I was a son, no, I had to read, read and write for the job. Good job was water. So I swing between house, college, tuition and homework
As my studies have been completed. Now looking for a job The more I tried to get the job, the more she spun away from me, like an obsessed girlfriend. My father does not understand the attempts to get my job, the inverse will start as soon as I enter my house.
'Come on, sahibajadata, you have even thought how to do bloodshed day and night after doing a stomach and stomach you have taught you. Now your duty is to support us in this old age. '
I would mind, 'I had told me to read and write. Instead of teaching me, reading, writing, reading, my mind got spoiled, she did not see me, but instead of teaching me, 'Three-P' means that if you had access, identity and money, then somewhere it would have reached somewhere. '
If my sisters did not earn even my income, then the question mark remained on my ability. Seeing them, seeing me and living, 'What is the life of rest. Do not worry about writing, do not worry. As much as it is, marriage will be in it. Someone else will get it I am one, I do not get a job, no Chokri. All the lives have to be left alone. Even for this, my father kept blaming me. '
'If you had a little bit of jaw, then it would not be possible.'
'If you had done a collector instead of a clerk then it would not be possible.'
My father began to murmur and hear this. If you find worthless and untimely offspring, you start bashing on luck. It was counting that this is the only child who got so much papad to get it. How many problems did you have to bring this son to Earth?
I would say, 'I did not get it, now what else needs, even the giver who has some limitations. You wanted son, got it. You said this a little bit, that a kami son should be. '
My sisters used to watch all the TVs uninterrupted or chatting with the neighbor's daughter in the courtyard. Not to worry about anything, not to get married. That concern is also of the monkeys of them. It's the work of them that stay happy in the fun, Tauba, is my life, what happened to me as a son? The burden of education, job tuning, cheeky gum Wish, it would have been better if I was a girl. At least he could do anything with his will. Paintings, dress designing, cooking, dance, singing, which I read would read. Otherwise, it will not be left. Forcibly do not have to be thrown in the medical, engineering, MBA. If I was a girl, then I could also accept my life.
Even before marriage, even after marriage. The hassle of not being able to earn or not the burden of responsibilities. Neither unappreciative, disrespectful, unthinkable words are said to be.
Whoever made me focus on my application this time. In this birth, even though I listened to my father but now my own Suno and next birth only