I ignored what they did. I didn't know it was wrong. They took advantage of me, why? Because I was not mature, I was a kid. Now I am adult and mature. When I had the first flashback I thought maybe it was just a nightmare. I ignored again. I don't know something happened and it makes me feel like no! It was not a nightmare. It is true. It happened. I should not ignore it. I MUST RAISE MY VOICE! If I am sure it really happened, they took advantage of me then I should not stay quiet. I'm not born to tolerate it! Why am i tolerating huh? They'll try their best to frighten me, to make me feel weak, empty, nothing, even can make me decide the most horrible and stupid decision. Which is called "suicide". Committing suicide is a sin. They'll win. Do I want them to win? They are losers not winners!
This is the story of a girl. A loyal, innocent, sweet, strong and an honest girl. Something terrible happened and it broke her into pieces, there was no one who could help her, who could understand her, who could feel her pain, she used to cry, a lot, at night and always wake up with a beautiful smile on her face and act like nothing happened. What does it mean? Is she strong enough to tolerate? OR Is she strong enough to face the problems?
It really hurts when your close ones use you and make you feel like nothing happened and you ignore it. When you finally realize, you fear and when you fear it's like a power they gain from you. Some elders say "society isn't wrong, your body is." huh? My body is wrong? How? They say "why the hell are you wearing skinny jeans? Just to show how skinny and how tall you are? Why do you wear shirts? Why do you wear saree? Why do you wear skirts?"
What do you mean? What should I wear then?
When your close ones take advantage of you and tell you to keep quiet, you don't only fear of them, you also fear of others. Then every time you think "everyone is same, no one is perfect, no one is good"
But little by little you think if your close ones can do this then what others can do? EVERYTHING! TO HURT YOU!!
But let me tell you something. Everyone is equal and everything happens for a reason. Everyone is not same, yeah we can say no one is perfect because we all make mistakes but mistakes like this when they do everything to hurt you, punish them. Our body is not wrong, society is. You don't have to change a thing, the world could change its heart. Raise your voice and tell them YOU EXIST. Be brave. Sometimes it's not good to stay silent.
Hope you like it. Trying my best to write something very better. Please please please tell me in the comments below, if you really like it.
The only reason for time is so that everything doesn't happen at once.
- Albert Einstein
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