Hearts..

The night was so dark, but the lights were so bright, they were so close that I couldn't see her face,but she scented familiar, just then, she put on your gloves, but for a split second, I recognised her hands ,still soft and tender from when last I kissed them, warm and peaceful I was tempted to feel at home, as usual below you, I was laying bare, cold and breezy, I shivered but couldn't move for the restraints to my wrists and ankles, besides cold the air was dry too, quite unusual to our regular experience so they i laid in confusion and despair I heard clanks of metal from beyond the lights, like a surgeon preparing for surgery ,oh no, somebody help my strength proved futile ,but then she whispered in her most sexy voice ,''it's just two of us here'' I could see the blades come down to my heart but I couldn't say a word nor move a finger for I had found peace in her words, it cut deep.
On your tables I was well fed so the liquid like substance from my tummy rolled into my groin and down my chest too and soaked my bed too, she cut right open and behold two hearts, one mine and one hers like it was meant to be ,she put a gloved hand to pull out hers, I could hear the sound of her crying ,this didn't please you either but still it is necessary for it didn't protect your heart earnestly, in a snap the restraint were no more and I could feel my skin, the windows were open so the dew was chilly ,my fan to spinning, I can see why I was cold, my joint sprag like a loose spring and I found myself sitting, the mixture on my face was salty waters from the streams of my eyes and the fountains from my skin ,still shivering and missing her warmth, questions flood my mind, how did I sleep? when did I sleep? what was I doing? how could I have such an experience? I see my phone on the bed and realise I was talking to you before I slept, guilt grips my heart even more and I'm scared of picking my phone up, I've messed up again and even my soul blames me in my sleep, I'm scared of a long hurt message from the one that I love ,I'm scared that she just might want to take her heart away, like she did in my dream, now I don't just hear but I see the pain in her eyes, the hurt living wit a heart that is all mine, my hands without my knowledge move slowly towards my phone lo and behold just a missed call and a message, my own heart breaks ,I deserved worse, I love you even more than I did once before.