Starting from ignorant my friend, that's when I know him. 3 days passed after mos finished at my school, yaps now i sit in class X smk and now i have many friends. One of my close friends today is lala, day after day I pass by joking with friends. Until one day lala wants to spread my number.
"Ta, lu want not to be my friend ?. Not bad loh dia, he was again single as rich jomblo lu "lala said.
"Iiih crazy lu la, lu tau I have no intention to acquaintance with any other guy for dating thoughts," I said while grumbling.
"Plis ta !, sorry he has not got a girl." Lala pleaded with a pitiful look.
"I said not ya lala, I do not want ah. Watch out aja lu until my number kesebar "
Night arrived, I focused on studying. Suddenly my phone rings an incoming message sign.
"Hi, can not you? You tata tata ?. "said the people across there
"sorry who are you?
"I dani, temennya lala."
(wah brazen tuh lala I said do not let my numbers even numbers spread). In my heart said.
2 months have passed since the incident lala spread my number, and I also relented and forgave him. Suddenly my hp voice rang sms sign in, I guess that sms was wrong I was wrong.
"Hi, can not you know?" Someone said on the other side
(wah lest she nyebarin my number again, just watch it aja). I said to myself.
"Sorry you who ya, and you get my number from where ?."
"I'm mul," scramble the numbers.
That sms I did not immediately reply, and I intend to ask lala. Just watch it this time he nyebarin my number.
The morning had come, the sun smiled at me. Today I will ask this on lala.
"Eh la wait! I want to ask you the same, honest answer yes. "
"Yes, I answer what is very serious." Lala curious
"Lu why the hell? What's wrong with me until I keep my number on and on. First dani, dani've not there now there is another name mul. "While angry
"No .. I do not have a sworn number."
"Continue, if not who else?" I asked irritably.
Love emang we can not guess, love like a rose if we smell the scent of roses feels fragrant, but not infrequently we pierced thorns around the flower, not infrequently we are hurt by the thorn. Love is like air, can not be touched and seen can only be felt.
And somehow the longer I get closer to the mul, yes that person I did not think I put heart on him. Until one day I met him, of course I was not alone, I was accompanied by my friend lala. After meeting mul, lala told me.
"Ta, cakep also gebetan lu. Great lu, already invented aja ta "
"Nice aja lu say maen invented aja, he's just a friend I know."
"Yah lu ta, honey tau try aja I do not have a guy, I brush tuh."
"Wooo ... That's gonna lu, if he wants the same lu why not ?."
2 years passed after my closeness with mul, the more days I felt now mul away from my life. I tried to contact him but could not, until one day lala told it to me.
"Ta, guy lu tuh songong really me anyway, my time presumably chilli-cabean."
"Ish, he's not my guy times !. Anyway lu ladenin him. "A little annoyed because mul is more familiar with my friend and I'm here worried
Day changed the day, until my sms arrived.
"I'm rich I want to go home to my parents home." When I read the sms tears can not be stopped again. Why, why should rich gini become ?, when I know and I realize I love him, but he chooses to go.
"hah! Serious lu, when do you want to go? "I type the ballad with full of struggle.
"Tomorrow, and I will not be rich back again."
Again my tears would not stop
"Serious lu, yes already careful aja deh" right then I cried as soon as it happened. I feel the earth has drowned me, god why do you give him to me that you eventually recapture. I prefer not to know him than I should forget him.
Suddenly sms from mul startled me, as if he knew what I felt.
"Ga, I'm not gone long I'll be back again." As I read the message as if I was hypnotized by his words, the tears have now subsided.
A month has passed after mul away, my friend told me that he did not like the sms from mul. Finally I decided to ask it, instead of the finished finish, I even fuss with him.
A week after the incident, I iklas that he is not for me. Suddenly I just found out that mul is his friend lala my friend.
At that moment I somehow became very angry, angry with myself, angry with the situation, angry with him, and angry because lala lah I know him, because lala lah I love him, and because he is the one I quarrel with him.
Tears are now unstoppable again, 2 times I cried you, 2 times I regret the circumstances, 2 times I blame myself, 2 times also I tried to forget you but could not. Now I'm resigned, if you make me, if gods meet me with you, I'm sure you're my soul mate. One thing you have to know
"I will always love you in my silence and I will always miss you in tears" even though thousands of your substitutes in my heart, thousands of love come to me, you will always be in this heart. Though you never thought of me, even though you hate me, even though you do not love me, I will always smile in front of you and always try to believe you.