I am Thou now

Awakening passes through agonizing deception,
bold shamanic journey through the valley of death,
the dream is over, replaced by awaited inception,
from pain, dreamer reborn in love, insight and faith.

I am Thou now, after I buried my obsolete feature
into slimy ground of tears, despair and torment,
I am Thou now, beyond past, present and future,
a vehicle of Thy splendor and divine instrument.

I am so blessed to find Thy merciful redemption,
as a bunch of caterpillars turned into butterflies,
as the sand and coal changed after transfiguration,
my cells and thoughts are diamonds and pearls.

I am Thou now, after I buried my obsolete feature
into slimy ground of tears, despair and torment,
I am Thou now, beyond past, present and future,
a vehicle of Thy splendor and divine instrument.

Thou filled my heart with peace, mirth and adoration,
my consciousness merged with the whole Universe,
Thy prize dissolved the ordeal of slander and treason,
all mockery was replaced by tremendous happiness.

I am Thou now, after I buried my obsolete feature
into slimy ground of tears, despair and torment,
I am Thou now, beyond past, present and future,
a vehicle of Thy splendor and divine instrument.

How grateful I am to Thee for this transformation,
for choosing me as crucible for Thy gracious bounty!
The dream is over, replaced by awaited inception,
I am Thou now, with my body, mind, soul and poetry.

I am Thou now, after I buried my obsolete feature
into slimy ground of tears, despair and torment,
I am Thou now, beyond past, present and future,
a vehicle of Thy splendor and divine instrument.