Abusive Alcoholic Dad

What up bros this is my 1st story yet on steemit and its a true story. My name is Blake and I'm a youtuber and twitch streamer. Everyone in my family is cool with it you know except my father. He's the type of man that if nothing goes his way he will explode while he's drunk or drugged up. Truly sad tbh, but out of all the 19 years of living I've been kicked out 3 painful times. Last year was the 1st it was nearly a week before Thanksgiving and my dad got drunk got verbally abusive with everyone and kicked me out because besides my brother I'm the only person he can kick out. During this time the weather was the main problem it was nearly 20 degrees f outside and I had no place to go starting up a fire was pointless and the only thing that kept me going was my mindset of me not excepting death because of a alcoholic or the cold. The 2nd time I was kicked out was 2 weeks before Highschool graduation which made things hard when it shouldn't of been I had based all my tests was getting ready for college but next thing you know I had got kicked out and had to walk 4 miles to school and had to wake up in time to estimate my arrival time. Teachers and students all knew something was wrong because I wore the same outfits and I looked the part. The third time is currently now, which is also a terrible time because I was supposed to go to college August 25th but he has my car and I can't go home to get my things without taking a warrant out on him. But this time I prepared for it and I won't let this take me down too bad. But this is the 3 most tough times my dad has kicked me out my home while he was under the influence.