Life is a Journey

Most of my life I have let fate, nonchalance, and bad decisions guide me. This isn't always the case but often is. That being said,life has been great,but it has also been mundane and shitty. I am almost 29 and have never had one serious relationship. I am currently a high school and college dropout. I do not work in a career. If your life is similar, I highly recommend you change things asap! That is my current mission, to grab the reigns of my life. It is not too late! But... I am late to start so I have a lot of "catching up" to do.
It isn't a race or a competition, but it isn't meaningless either. There are essential aspects to life for one to survive, to thrive, to enjoy being alive. I may be a masochist, but I can only endure so long living like this. Life can be rough, but we must be tough. We can let whatever just happen or the present we can be unwrappin'. Ohhh life is hard, but shit, make the most of it. Plan, be a responsible (wo)man. Do what you must, in your inner winner trust. Take control! Living is what gives us diversity because in the end we all have the same skull. I have been robber many times, but from me the most is what I have stole. Set a goal. Fulfill your role.
If you never really try, then you should really never cry, and every moment you die, sigh. Man can fly! Yet I choose to not work towards being able to drive, which is fitting because I have had no drive to be alive. I know a great deal on how to survive, but to further do that I must now strive. I am a disgrace to the human race,but from now on there will be a look of determination and ambition upon my face. That is until I am in a happier place and I smile. Which should and shouldn't be in a long while. A long arduous mile. Why do some of us waste our lives away, thinking there will always be another day, another way? To that I say nay, I am patiently and passionately taking my life back today!